I also got rejected from the other job I went for today.
Not loving life right now.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE DADDY CAME UP TODAY AND GAVE ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT AN IT WAS AN IPAD :) SO I’M NO LONGER WANTING TO KILL MYSELF FOR NOT HAVING A JOB.
WOO WOO
I hope I get a job soooooooon
Didn’t get the River Island job ):
Sooo gutted, 1 I would have loved it. 2, I would have been good at it and 3, the interview went perfectly!
Was really hoping to have it, make my summer and money problems go away. I’ve applied for so many jobs, now at the point where I don’t think I’ll get one for summer :/ not sure how many other places are gonna be hiring really!
ERGH. I hate lifeeeee.
Ordering my food shop this week ready to start the diet again on Saturday and I’m prepared to beg daddy for money tomorrow for gym.
I need to lose this weighhhhttt :)
however, I’ve done worse this year at uni that I previously thought. Some modules are okay, but some are shit.
Ima really have to get it on next year if I want that 2:1
): ):
love how the past month, I’ve eaten like shit and not exercised.
and yet I’ve still lost of few inches from my waist, thighs and arms.
BOOM
Happy dayss.
From having no interviews I now have 2 interviews this week :)
Not sure which I’m one I’d from if I did happen to get them both. One will get me more money from the summer, but the only one would fit well with uni and it River Island so cheap clothess. pahaa. But I may only get one of them, or none of them. Waa.
But still I’m happyy
the awkward moment when you’re wondering who’s just came into the flat as everyone is away… then you realise that another one does exist, but half the time she doesn’t.
BOOO
Had a lovely night.
Just a big ole gossip with Lauren and Rachel. I haven’t had a purely girly gossip in a while. It was gurrrd.
And I made cup cakes, and until I buy myself a piping set, they won’t be as good as I want ):
I also need a cup cake maker ideally ):
Hmm, MONEY PLS
But still, happy times, a life of work and then revision tomorrow. I really want Adam back, I’m missing him lots ): and I’m missing Gemma Reeve also, I WANT MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE BACK IN MY LIFE ):
best nights sleep everrr
happy emily is happy again
In a terrible mood today.
Feel like poop which doesn’t help, feeling depressed because my job is ending soon, and they just won’t seem to give us a closing date, yet the centre has crossed us off for June. So why the won’t just give us a shut down date I don’t know.
Then because I felt down I wanted to buy myself something to cheer me up, spent 94 pounds. WHAT THE FUCK. I don’t even have 94 pounds Im like 500 pounds in my overdraft. So now I don’t even know how I feel about my clothes. I keep eating and I don’t like it. Tried stopping and then I just feel like I want to faint, DA FUQ?
Then Revision is stressing me out and I would rather be spending time at the gym and looking for a new job, but I know I can’t because I’ll waste an easy 4-5 hours of my day not revising when I could be doing revision. And I wanna be going out tonight, but with revision/work tomorrow/my stupid spending spree (might have to go return some of it) I need to say no. I shouldn’t whine too much, I get paid next week and Adam owes me money which I should get in the next few weeks.
I’m just in a bad mood. WHINEWHINEMOANMOAN> MERRRR.
SOMEONE GIVE ME A JOB AND DO MY EXAMS FOR ME AND BRING BACK MY BOYF SO I CAN HAVE CUDDLES AND SOMEONE TO CHAT TO AS THE TWO PEOPLE IN MY FLAT ARE ANNOYING, TALK SHIT AND ARE STUPIDLY LAZY. AND THE OTHER ONE I NEVER SEE ANYMORE.
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